Hope. It can be so elusive during dark times.
I had considered beginning this post with a pithy and yet inspirational quote regarding surgery. Reviewing the first few pages of the search results from BrainyQuote, however, I realized that most celebrities only talk about plastic surgery.
(Quick side note: I’m very thankful that Shannen Doherty has been so open about her own breast cancer journey. Her honesty about the true effect of cancer on our lives is very much appreciated and respected by myself and many others.)
For some of us, surgery is a necessity, and perfection of the physical body is far from the goal. We trade life for what most would consider a deformed, imperfect body. And often the psychological effects of surgery can be more difficult than the physical pain.
I’ve been through numerous surgeries–more than I can count, honestly–but this one will be the longest and the roughest for me physically and emotionally. It’s going to be awhile before I find my new “normal.”
But at some point, I have had to come to an acceptance of what will happen…
Surrendering my life, grasping on to those blessings that come my way each day.
Reaching out through my writing, thinking that possibly my words might impact others and even comfort those who may just be beginning their own cancer journey.
Most of all, though, learning to hope even when the future is uncertain.
As for me, I will always have hope;
I will praise you more and more. –Psalm 71:14
I’ll be spending the next day with family before my surgery on Tuesday. I hope to return to blogging and such within the next week or so. As with the famous line from The Terminator, “I’ll be back.”
If you’re the praying sort, please keep my in your prayers this week, especially Tuesday, the date of my surgery.
Enjoy your holiday, friends. See you soon.